I have released a song on YouTube because the file wouldn't upload to NG.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8pHtYCtvyA&ab_channel=Qadzi%27ikorai%C3%B0%C3%B0

Last Post: https://amsterdamtheokay.newgrounds.com/news/post/1294214

I have no clue what happened, but I went on a bike ride, bought some snacks and a monster, came back and feel a lot better. I don't know if it's normal to be weirdly sad for long periods of time but hopefully I never experience something like that again. To the people on my last post hoping I get better; wish granted!

I have everything I could ever want. I live in a 1st World Nation, I'm middle class, I have a computer and a tablet, I can create whatever I feel like creating via the internet, I have friends, etc. Yet I am still sad. Other people have much worse lives and just deal with it meanwhile I waste my time laying in bed, doing nothing productive, and being sad without any real reason. Nothing eventful has happened recently, nothing bad, nothing good. Is it that the average life for the average adult in my country is shitty, and that by the time I've moved out it will be worse, is it knowing that we're either in a recession or going into one, is it living during a pandemic? I have every reason to be happen and yet I'm not. How do I cope?